I've been so drained the whole week... just so tired... depressed....
tired of all these expectations of me... tired of my own expectations of me... tired of just flowing with the wind... of listening to everyone and pretending to agree... tired of being nice... or remotely close to nice... tired of faking everything...
I just feel so detatched from everyone else and everything around me... all I feel is this shiftlessness....no roots holding me down... ah well.... must be the hormones...
why do I even bother writing anything out???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!