Pre U Sem was fun... It was the first time in ages that I've not felt homesick when I go for a camp... It's been only 6 hours and I already miss my group already... and well, him. It's strange, how I've gone and gotten to like another guy... and it's strange that he should have all the traits of a guy I'd like to go out with, yet defyall the rules I've laid down for myself and will not change.
On the other hand, he's a really nice guy, and frankly, being friends with him is fun, and it's different from all the other guys in my class and school.
The whole thing which I found great was that somehow I felt as though I caould be myself this whole time... and not care what the others thought of me... and I miss it all especially since I don't really know how to BE me most of the time.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

YeahI'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide